The 2nd night of I lost my love
Place: My kitchen
Event: feel hungry at the night and want to get something for eat
He: PISHI, WHY ARE YOU EATING?
Me: BECAUSE I'M HUNGRY
The 3rd day of lost my love
Place: My bedroom
Event: think of we’ve been to see a Russian curcis show together when I was looking for inspiration for painting.
The 4th day morning of I lost my love
Place: A lane beside my house
Event: Memorizing our trip to Spain.
Place: Walking in the lane beside my house
Event: Thinking of you woke me up by the landing announcement from your country airline.
"@#$@#$%#@..."Beautiful Farsi words.
Me: I want to sleep. please fly back to Taiwan.
He: no, this plane stop here. not going to Taiwan.
Me: I don't care where you are going to, just let me keep sleeping.
He walked away with frustration
The 5th day morning of lost my love
Place: Walking in the lane beside my house
Event: Nothing can be thought of.
The 6th evening of lost my love
Place: kitchen
Occasion: ready for cooking.
Event: thinking we would have meals together.
The 6th night of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: ready for bed.
Event: thinking we would sleep together.
The 8th afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: just chilled.
Event: thinking you would visit me during weekdays.
The 9th morning of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: just arrived home from work.
Event: stare at this empty room, the emptiness makes me realize that you won't come back.
The 12th morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: Try to stay in calm from our relationship as we were colleagues.
The 15th morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion:we had the discussion of work with our personal emotions.
The 18th morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: the discussion got more intense.
The 21st morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: we have intense working relationship.
Place: my bed room
Occasion: felt bad from working together.
The 24th morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: we fought.
The 27th morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: we fought crazily.
The 31st morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: we shouted.
The 31st evening of lost my love
Place: hotel
Occasion: seeing an Italian guy. We had O.K sex. I know I don't miss him anymore.
The 32nd evening of lost my love
Place: a warm and cozy house near the sea.
Occasion: had sex with a Brit friend. I start enjoy casual sex.
The 34th morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: I wanted to let him listen to me but he refuse to be control.
The 37th morning of lost my love
Place: our work place
Occasion: we had a big fight in the working place and he resigned.
Place: my bed room
Occasion: unfriended from FB.
The 39th morning of lost my love
Place: my bed room
Occasion: deleted all the contacts from him.
The 40th morning of lost my love
Place: my bed room
Occasion: found myself was blocked by him on whats app.
Place: my bed room
Occasion: Felt resisting to go to conversation group.
The 43rd evening of lost my love
Place: a quite and classy bar.
Occasion: had a good time with Brit guy 1.
The 47th afternoon of lost my love
Place: conversation group
Occasion: resistance to hear his voice and name. Just want to walk away soon.
The 50th evening of lost my love
Place: a warm house near quayside.
Occasion: Had a great time with an internet friend who never met.
The 54th afternoon of lost my love
Place: conversation group
Occasion: afraid of hear anything about him again. Or see he could be with another girl.
The 58th evening of lost my love
Place: hotel
Occasion: seeing Brit guy 3. We had wonderful one night stand.
The 60st afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bed room
Occasion: I realized that doing casual sex means a punishment to myself from his left.
The 61st afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bed room
Occasion: felt relax from not to be in conversation group.
The 64th evening of lost my love
Place: my housemate's room.
Occasion: chatting, cuddle for few hours.
The 68th evening of lost my love
Place: conversation group valentine's day party
Occasion: we saw each other but tried to ignore the fact.
Place: hotel
Occasion: had a quick sex with Brit guy 4.
The 71st afternoon of lost my love
Place: a local studio
Occasion: had a quick sex with Brit guy 2.
The 75th afternoon of lost my love
Place: conversation group
Occasion: He wasn't there. I wish him found sth better.
Place: conversation group
Occasion: M asked me where have I been. The truth is almost at my mouth but I couldn't tell.
The 75th evening of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: saw my clothes needs a stitch, then think of i've done one for you before.
The 81th night of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: thinking about my job, thinking we used to work together.
The 82th afternoon of lost my love
Place:in TK MAXX
Occasion: thinking of we used to shop together, and we like to call each other's nickname when we meet.
The 84th night of lost my love
Place: my bed
Ocaasion: ask myself should I forgive you and bless you to find a new girlfriend.
The 85th evening of lost my love
Place: my shower room
Ocassion: thinking of wanting to forgive you but I can't.
The 92th afternoon of lost my love
Place: conversation group
Occasion: He wasn't there. I feel it doesn't bother me at all.
Later
He came
I feel sorry about what happened between us.
The 95th afternoon of lost my love
Place: shopping mall
Occasion: think of we were discussing in front of the perfume about the perfume he wants should buy in here or not.
The 96th night of lost my love
Place: my bed
Occasion: thinking of how we make love
The 97th night of lost my love
Place: my bed
Occasion: think of our first time of sex
The 101st afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: think about you like cycling when i was speaking to another cyclist.
The 105th afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: feel depressed when i'm updating this website.
The 112th afternoon of lost my love
Place: metro
Occasion: seen the post of ladyboy show this year, thought of we had been to see the ladyboy show last year and you hold me tightly while watching.
The 119th afternoon of lost my love
Place: TK MAXX
Occasion: Though of we had been shopping together here.
The 123rd afternoon of lost my love
Place: Sage Gateshead
Occasion: Though of we had been visiting here in a lovely afternoon and you wanted to take a lots of picture of yourself.
The 124th night of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: thinking of how we met each other.
The 126th afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: found your small touches in my room and decide to keep them as you are still in my heart.
The 135th night of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: thinking you and hope you have found a girl friend
The 135th night of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: feeling torture to type my wish for you
The 140th afternoon of lost my love
Place: on Osborne Road
Occasion: an elder couple walking passed me with holding their hands. I thought of you but couldn't continue my thought.
The 141st afternoon of lost my love
Place: train station platform
Occasion: just thought of your name but no further anymore
The 142th morning of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: thought of our first sex
The 143th evening of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: feel like you are still here
The 144th morning of lost my love
Place: my kitchen
Occasion: thought of you without any reason
The 156th afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: lying on my bed and think of your name, your smile, your look.
The 157th afternoon of lost my love
Place: my bedroom
Occasion: thinking of you and pretending i'm still in your arm when i was on the bed.